My Thoughts
“I’ve been a bitch why? I didn’t want anyone to voice my fears out loud I didn’t want to admit the truth and face my emotions I was living a lie and so afraid to let go because then I belonged but now it’s over I feel better somehow, and I know I still belong….”
I take a few shaky steps
closer now
it’s a long way down
I’m not thinking about jumping
I just want to see the view
it’s breathtaking
never before have my eyes
taken on such a glorious scene
slowly I close them
still looking
in my mind’s eye
breathing it in
I open them again
and Nothing