Delusional
Delusional
cant do this anymore
cant pretend
that i’m not feeling something more
and sometimes i think
maybe you could be too
but most of the time i know
i’m kidding myself
not sure what i want
if i want something more
of if i’m just infatuated
i cant ever see this working
but somehow..
i still want more
out of us
ive got all these love songs
stuck on repeat in my head
and they kinda remind me of you and i
or i want them to remind me
of you and i
leaves me shaking
as the radio plays only sad songs
is it some sort of foreshadow?
or am i just missing out?
you know i’m sick of all the questions
and none of ito s stable anymore
and i just want you to hold me
make my heart beat faster
get caught up in the whirlwind of what those who know
call happiness
sometimes i think maybe it’ll be okay
and other times i just can’t help but fall apart
but it feels so good when you catch me
turn the bass down a bit, cause its hurting my head
he says sometimes i sound like i desperately want to be held
if only the rest of the world could see
the lights are dimming now
the play has come to an end
all the actors have said their parts, took their bows
the audience has departed
leaving us in this theatre of silence
such a tradegy
i dont know how else to describe it anymore
plush and ecstatic
but we know it’s false
still hanging on for dear life
and the angry whispers just won’t leave me alone
please won’t you say you’ll be mine?