Dear Somebody
dear somebody,
do you know who i am? do you see me walking on the street? are you one of the ones that avoids me because of the way i look? perhaps you are intrigued, and want to know more. you could even be admiring me from afar, and i guess i would never know. is that a glare you send my way, or a smile because you know? do your eyes follow my ever move? do you wish to know more? do you sympathize, or feel the need to save me? ive not been doing os well lately, but i don’t think you’d know. no one takes the time to ask anymore. it kinda hurts. i usually ignore it. i don’t want to whine, but i don’t want to explode. i am not sure of how to gradually release these feelings. i don’t know how to go about letting go of the past. if you have any advice, could you lend me some please? i’d be forever grateful. my world’s been torn upside down. it’s angst, and fear, and torture, and hormones 24/7. i’ll bet that was too much information. but i’ll bet no one can talk to you like i can. i’d like to take the time to let you know just how much i care. it scares me sometimes, i want to reach out and hold you. i want to be some sort of soulmate to everyone. can’t we just have that deeper connection? dear somebody, do you care today?