Delirium
Delirium
i’m not okay
not sure if i ever really was
or if ill be again
kinda scared
kinda lost
a little bit confused
tried reaching out
got no where fast
now my head aches
called your name
it echoed back
got lost among the birds
fell off course
laughed a bit
saw your smile
felt insecure
was just a little bit better
but still not quite enough
couldn’t breathe
it was sinking in
lost my soul
tumbled down
among the rest
was walking blind
loving hard
learning fast
3 steps at a time
fell behind
missed my marks
its far from done
but it still hurts
i cant seem
to find stable ground
lost again
wasting tears
calling out
into the dark
missing you
all alone
would you be so kind
as to
hold me