Or Does It?
It didn’t really matter, did it
That you were seven years my junior
It didn’t really matter, did it
The distance between us
And it didn’t matter
I hadn’t heard your voice
or touched your skin
or hadn’t yet saw the way you rolled your eyes when you laughed
you roll your eyes when you laugh
None of that mattered to my heart
Because it knew you
before I knew any of those things
And I needed to sadly for you to know me, too
It didn’t really matter, did it
that none of that would happen
It didn’t really matter did it,
that fate had a different plan
And it didn’t matter
that I was getting ahead of myself
counting all my chicks before they hatched
imagining impossible futures
and setting myself up for inevitable failure
Because I wanted so much for it to be true
for you to be the one
and for my wait to finally be done
It didn’t really matter, did it
And it doesn’t really matter now