Lyrical Musings an emotional journey via train of thought

You must be like gravity
pulling me to my knees
and I can’t breathe
without you next to me

And I don’t wanna
let go of it
And I don’t dare to
walk away from it
Because I can’t stand to
live without it

My heart and soul
at your beck and call
You have it all
and I just fall

And I don’t wanna
let go of it
And I don’t dare to
walk away from it
Because I can’t stand to
live without it

I could scream and shout
to get it all out
how I love you now
there is no doubt

And I don’t wanna
let go of it
And I don’t dare to
walk away from it
Because I can’t stand to
live without it

And can’t even
get enough
And I don’t dare to
walk away from love
Because I can’t stand to
give this up

And I don’t wanna
let go of it
And I don’t dare to
walk away from it
Because I can’t stand to
live without it

Walking tall with confidence
laughter ending every sentence
never stuck on the fence

I’ve never been that girl
Never been the girl who owned the world
Never been that girl before
Never been all that and more

Popular with all the guys
Catching every passing eye
Too cool to be shy

I’ve never been that girl
Never been the girl who owned the world
Never been that girl before
Never been all that and more

Smiling in every photograph
and taking every single chance
knowing that I’m good enough for that

I’ve never been that girl
Never been the girl who owned the world
Never been that girl before
Never been all that and more

Because she’s got it all down
From her perfect hair to her Cinderella gown
The boys they chase her everywhere
The girls want to be her they swear
She makes it look like everything comes easily
She’s nothing like a girl like me

I’ve never been that girl
Never been the girl who owned the world
Never been that girl before
Never been all that and more

I’ve never been that girl, that girl
No, I’ve never been that girl before

It’s not fair

That I am right here

and you are over there

It breaks my heart

When I need you

but you’re so far

and I feel weak

reaching out for you

in my sleep

 

but you’re not with me

no, you can’t be

you’re not near me

you’re not close enough

to wrap inside my love

how i wish you could stay

but then you go ahead

 

It’s not right

being alone

without you at night

I feel alone

without my safe place

what I call home

It won’t do

to keep crying out

and wanting you

 

but you’re not with me

no, you can’t be

you’re not near me

you’re not close enough

to wrap inside my love

how i wish you could stay

but then you go ahead

 

Is it love

this feeling like

I can’t get enough?

Should I wait

for the day to come

when you can stay?

Do you care

when I’m right here

and you’re over there?

 

you’re not with me

no, you can’t be

close enough to touch

you’re not near me

no, you’t can be

close enough to love

no, you can’t be

no, you can’t be

with me