Surrender
Surrender
i’ve got this fear
that everything we are is fake
and i’m kinda crying
kinda laughing
i’m not really sure of anything anymore
and i’m shaking because i’m cold
from the inside out
and theres nothing i can do to control it
nothing i can do at all
because i cant
and i’m angry and i’m sad
and i want to be held but i’m too fucking proud
to admit it to the world
least of all you
even though i know you’d understand
i just want to give up
because im afraid to go on