you said you adored me
adoration is just another metaphor
you really meant ‘let’s fuck’
why couldn’t you bring yourself
to tell me the truth
when did i become the enemy?
where did we go wrong?
pacing the floors at night
hearing your voice
seeing your face
pretty blue eyes
that’s what i should’ve called you
only then i couldn’t think of anything
worthy of you
now i can
trash – but maybe that’s too nice?
i’d really like to get to know you better
in another life
but hopefully i wont have the
the unfortunate circumstances of that
do you still adore me?